Sometimes it feels like I'm walking the fine line between egocentricity and intelligent sensitivity towards silent body language. 'Course, as with most people I think I've developed quite a knack for detecting whether someone likes me or not (especially when it comes to someone from the opposite sex), but if these body language 'conversations' go on for longer than intended (possibly due to shyness on my part) then it opens up a huge gray area for interpretation. Seems like my mind wastes entirely too much time speculation on why other people act the way they do, when it would be so much simpler just to ask them! But, my ego being what it is, finds it simpler to steer any and all speculation about other's opinions of me in a firmly protective if not positive direction, removing the need for any actual ice breaking.. Resolution for the month of June: Be more social.

P.S. Them's not ads in the white on the right hand side, they're my shared items from google reader, where the other 99% of my online time goes.. ;)

Sigh, sooo satisfied.. Not sure I'm being as disciplined as I should, but once a week I go overboard: information bingeing..

Sometimes I think I might be trying too hard. I mean I go to ALL the job interviews I get. In and of itself I think that's fine, maybe I shouldn't apply for the jobs I don't want. Ok enough about what I would have twittered.. (Hint, hint.. I'm adolfonp on there)

The first thing that comes to me when I think of that number, in order:
1: The first, the best
2: Dislike this one since it reminds me of being 'second best'.. I like being the leader
3: Reminds me of "Why?"
4: Work
5: Police
6: Used to be, you know, _evil_.. Now trying to spruce up its image by changing the 'i' to an 'e'
7: Luck
8: The symbol for eternity
9: Internet
10: One shot
11: Change
12: One
14: Artificial Intelligence
15: 15 minutes of fame
17: Last
18: 7
19: My b-day!
I know, very subjective!

Sometimes I feel like I'm missing something.. Since it seems like often I don't do anything when I should be doing something. People I've talked to suggest that I should get a hobby, or try to make friends.. I think they're partly right, I'm missing the social aspect of it.. I think thais not all, though, as I often like being alone. I think I'm missing something like the social aspect of being in a church.