Amsterdam pics!

I have to find the balance between perfectionist discipline and hedonism. I love not allowing myself any pleasure and channeling the resulting anger into work, and most of all I like the confidence that I'm doing the right thing, and that this is the best thing I could be doing for the environment and everyone.
I also like the way things were when I was a little more level headed though. I used to rewArd myself like a normal person, and I wasn't always living for tomorrow. Standards change with age I guess, and in some ways I have it pretty good no matter what I'm doing.