Been dreaming real lots lately, enjoying my nights a lot.. Except when I wake up in the middle of them, sporadically, because I'm going to bed too early. I've been going to be too early, especially when I was at the hotel in ewr because I thought it was the safet thing for me to do, both socially and economically. Socially because it was odd how I was having fun being social but having a hard time controlling my feelings. I would feel really sad when things didn't go the way I envisioned..